Kandi Burruss Reveals She ‘Wanted To Commit Suicide’ In Middle School But Didn’t Go Through W/ It Because ‘I Couldn’t Find My Mom’s Gun’

Kandi Burruss is opening up about being depressed during her early teen years.

This past Sunday (Aug. 29th), on a new episode of Kandi’s YouTube series–”Speak On It” she spoke candidly about attempting to commit suicide. She says, “I understand depression and different things like that ’cause I dealt with stuff like that at a younger age. I had a bout in middle school where I actually wanted to commit suicide. But, praise The Lord, I wasn’t able to find my mom’s gun when I wanted to do it. So that did not happen, praise God. And I think as I got into high school is when I started finding myself, but then I also lost my brother in high school.”

She continued, “so it was dealing with a bout of depression and pushing through, you get what I’m saying?… In anything that you’re doing, there is going to have to be a sense of–even when you don’t want to, when it doesn’t feel good, when you’re subconscious, when you’re just feeling emotionally out of it–a sense of ‘In order to get to your end goals, you’re going to have to push through.’”

Watch the full episode below.