In celebrations of Father’s Day, Kelly Rowland shares a special moment with her fans.
The ‘Coffee’ singer revealed on her social media platform that she met her biological father, Christopher Lovett in 2018. She opened up about her experience and having really bad anxiety.
She writes:
This was the day I met Christopher Lovett,
My biological father. This was honestly one of the most pivotal moments in my life! After 30years of not seeing him, not speaking to him…what would THAT mean,
for me, my family, my psyche? Well, this day in Oct. of 2018, I would find out. I finally found him, set up the meeting, and at this time I was filming “American Soul”, when I tell you I was petrified, I was walking to meet him, and my feet suddenly felt like they weighed
A TON, needless to say I was overcome with anxiety, and I had a full-on anxiety attack, in that moment I felt like the abandoned 8yr old. My team calmed me down.
She continues:
And as I turn the corner, in my head I was cursing this man,
“Why didn’t you come to find me?” “Did you love me?” “Am I worthy?” And when I looked at him, and he looked at me, NOTHING CAME TO MY LIPS, not one word. I felt the Holy Spirit say to me, listen.
I listened to him, I was nervous to trust him, nervous to forgive him, nervous to love him nervous about it all. And the truth is, I already loved him. I spoke to my protective husband and those closest to me and they encourage me to forgive and jump! And since this time, I have forgiven,
and we have spoken every day since!
I have come to know SO much about myself, my family history, and even where my love of music & voice has come from! I Love you Daddy, and love being your little girl…even at 39! Lol
P.S. we are making up for a lost time, and when I tell you, him telling me how smart and beautiful I am….will never get old! #HAPPYFATHERSDAY #reunited
What a beautiful story!